so lately i have been having these eye opening experiences about my age, sometimes i can be walking, driving or doing whatever..and my mind will get to wondering and i will completely forget that i am a mother to
4 children, and that im approaching 30! this year i will be 28 years old...wow where did time go, i find myself from time to time forgetting my age and when asked how old i am, 18 or 19 wants to quickly spill out and i have to catch myself and say....sigh 27! why is that, why do i remember those years? why do they jump from my lips so easily? i remember being a child and i couldnt wait to be older, i couldnt wait to say 20 something! for example, i had a conversation with kortlyn on saturday and it went like this...Kortlyn: "mom how big are you?"..(she was asking my age)
Me: "i am 27"
Kortlyn: "how big is dad?"
Me: " Ha ha..he is
30!"Kortlyn: " aww he's bigger than you, thats not fair..huh mom?"
Me: "ummmm???"
how do you explain to a child, uh yeah it is fair...VERY FAIR actually! its amazes me that when your young you want to be old soooo bad, and when your old..you want to be young! lately when i go to bed at night, just before i fall asleep, i think about my childhood memories~ i have been doing that a lot lately! i think after i graduated from high school, someone told me "now that you have graduated, the years are gonna fly by...so take time and enjoy everything life can offer!" i was 18 and i thought yeah right, its taken forever to get this far! but he was right, here am 10 years later, four children, married, and i cant believe how fast it has gone by!