Thursday, April 24, 2008
3 weeks to go..wheres my easy button?
this morning i woke up...DONE!!! Im just done, ready for these babies to come out! i want my body back, until now i have done good, i can handle the never ending feeling of needing to use the restroom all day and all night, i can handle the swollen feet, i can handle the braxton hicks, i can handle the hormones that seem to hit me like train and make me cry or yell or just scare and confuse my husband~ i can handle the headaches, i can handle the stretch marks(atleast for now), i can handle the whole out of room feeling...but today is just not a good day, i have two..count them two, 2, dos, as in more than one..babies in my stomach, and i just want to scream and say "hey dont worry about mom, guys, just make yourself comfy" and trust me they do!! even if i cant eat, or sleep, or breath, or walk like a normal person because they hit me in just the right place to cause me to double over in pain! its getting a little crazy, and im really ready for them to come out..i dont care how they make their entrance anymore, i was really hoping to avoid the c-section~but at this point i just want them out! i have three weeks or less left and today i feel like if i have to go another 5 minutes i may need to admit myself to the psych ward!!